Barbara Hamby
Mr. Manago’s Mango Trees
Hitsue Manago always knew his son Roland had a keen eye for business.
Mr. Manago said Roland would go far, and he did get as far away from
Hawai’i as the west coast of the Mainland, going to UCLA on a scholarship
while that lazy Winston Nakamura next door barely finished high school.
Mr. Manago and old Mrs. Nakamura talked about their boys over the fence
that separated their back yards. Helen Nakamura was a little woman, spare
and sinewy as the branches of the plumeria trees that shaded the front of
her house. She raised her grandson Winston after her son, Teddy, and his
wife were killed when their brakes failed going over the Pali. Their car
broke through the barrier, careened across the other lane of traffic,
nearly empty at three in the morning, and flew over the side of the
mountain like a mechanized bird toward the dark void of the Pacific Ocean.
Everybody said Teddy was on drugs. It was 1968, so they were probably
right. Mr. Manago often wondered about Teddy Nakamura’s last thoughts.
Like Winston, Teddy had been a loser, but somehow he had talked Amy
Uyehara into marrying him, a girl so beautiful a room seemed to light up
with her radiance. She reminded Mr. Manago of those paintings of Christian
saints, a slight glow about her body. That was a long time ago. Amy
Uyehara had been dead almost 30 years. Thirty years. How old did that make
him? Eighty-six. Who would have guessed he would live so long?
His wife died ten years after Teddy and Amy Uyehara. Cancer took her,
the disease sucking the life out of her like a spider siphons the fluids
from an insect in its web. Helen Nakamura held on for another fifteen
years. She was almost ninety when she died, falling asleep one night in
July to the sound of the traffic on Beretania and H1 and not waking the
next morning. Winston found her when he brought her a cup of tea. This was
Mr. Manago’s first surprise, Winston nursing his grandmother like a baby,
moving back into the house when she couldn’t shop for herself or lift the
heavy sacks of rice to make her evening meal. Winston was a rough boy, but
he did what his tutu said. Even now, five years after her death, he
tended her papaya trees as though she had gone to visit her cousins on
Kauai and would be back in a few days.
Trees were the key to Helen Nakamura’s friendship with Hitsue Manago.
They met and talked as they tended their trees. Between their two houses,
Mr. Manago owned an empty lot in which he planted six mango trees. Nothing
could describe the pleasure he felt watching them grow, first as saplings
and then as full trees, their limbs heavy every summer with green and then
mauve-skinned fruit. Right in the middle of the city, he could smell the
rich earth and pretend he was in Waianae, still a boy on his father’s
dairy farm, tending the cows and planting the vegetables they sold at the
markets in Chinatown. For years he had driven his truck down Farrington
Highway to the farm, which was left to his older brother, and picked up
loads of manure from the dairy barn to dress the soil around the roots of
his mango trees. This was the secret of his mangoes’ sweetness. They could
break your heart with their sugary flesh: not the bright yellow of the sun
in the noonday sky but the burnished orange glow as it fell into the
Pacific, a caramelized, drugged light. He always brought Helen Nakamura
some manure for her garden, for besides the stand of twenty papaya trees
in her back yard she grew torch and shell ginger, bird of paradise,
stephanotis, plumeria and jasmine. The ginger in bloom was almost too much
to bear, the red and pink blossoms filling the street with their wild
scent. Winston must have watched his tutu over the years or
inherited her green thumb, because the garden looked exactly as it had
when the old lady was alive, a little patch of old Hawai’i in the middle
of Honolulu with its asphalt and concrete, the neon signs of drive-ins and
stores that never seemed to stop flashing and the constant roar of H1, the
highway that cut through the middle of Honolulu, one block from Lipona
Street.
Mr. Manago sat in a plastic lawn chair under the spreading branches of
his mango trees. Because he never sprayed his fruit, he sold most of the
mangoes to the big health food store on King Street. Cow manure was the
key. If the soil was strong, the plants would be strong and could fight
insects on their own. The afternoon sun sent its pale light through the
throng of branches and leaves, dancing in the trade winds off the ocean.
Mr. Manago could watch this play of light and shadow on the ground for
hours or close his eyes and feast on the scent of bitter earth and the
unearthly sweetness of the plumerias blooming in Helen Nakamura’s front
yard. In 1963, she’d planted a cherry red variety, and now it was almost
as tall as her house. Too bad she missed seeing it grow so high.
He closed his eyes and fell into a dream of Winston Nakamura playing
dodge ball in the street in front of his house. Mr. Manago was on the
other team with his son Roland. Winston threw the ball at him so hard, Mr.
Manago woke up rubbing his arm, but it wasn’t the ball that had awakened
him but the rumble of Winston Nakamura’s truck pulling up in front of the
house next door. Winston waved at Mr. Manago and walked over and stood by
the trunk of one of the mango trees.
"The mangoes pau for this year, yeh?" said Winston.
Mr. Manago nodded. "Best crop I ever had. Nine hundred and twenty-six."
"No way!" Winston shook his shaggy thatch of hair. It was stiff with
saw dust and plaster."You want a beer?" he asked, and Mr. Manago saw he
was carrying a six-pack, the cold beading up in the heat of the afternoon.
"Sure," he said, and Winston peeled a can from its plastic carrier and
handed it to him.
"Pull up a chair," Mr. Manago said and nodded towards the stack of
woven plastic lawn chairs leaning against his house. At his age, it was
too much trouble to stand up any more. Winston brought a chair over and
unfolded it under in the shade of the mango trees. They sat in silence
drinking their beers. Mr. Manago felt the iciness of the beer can create a
circle in the afternoon, completing the arc of the dappled light on the
ground, the shadowy play of memory, and the scene unfolding in front of
him.
"Where are you working now?" he asked Winston.
"On the Kaneohe side," he said, draining the last liquid from one can,
and then popping the top of another. "We’re building a house for some rich
haole from the mainland."
"You still working with Paul?" Mr. Manago remembered when Paul Higata
and Winston were little boys running up and down the street between their
two houses, both of them barefoot and dark brown from playing in the sun.
"Yeah. And a weird haole guy," Winston said, turning the can of
beer in his hand. "He listens to opera all day."
Mr. Manago looked up at the clouds banking up in the afternoon sky. "Is
Lester Higata still alive?"
Winston nodded. "I think so. Paul would say something if his father
died."
"Since they moved I don’t keep up."
"Yeah, a lot of people moved, but Paul still lives in his tutu’s
house down at the other end of the street. You know, next to Mrs.
Nichiguchi."
"Sure, I remember. Both your tutus take good care of you."
"Yeah, I’m one lucky guy," Winston said, draining the last of his beer.
"Tomorrow is Tuesday. What do you want from the store?"
"Just the usual, maybe some of those hard apples from New Zealand," Mr.
Manago said.
"Okay, if you think of something, you call me on the phone. The
number’s still under my tutu’s name. I like opening the book and
seeing her name: Helen Nakamura. It’s like she’s still alive, like maybe I
can call her up and she can chew me out like she always did. I sure do
miss that old lady telling me how worthless I am."
He laughed and walked away through the dappled light, and Mr. Manago
thought he saw some of the radiance that used to surround Amy Uyehara
cascading off her son. You’re a silly old man, he chided himself. Winston
Nakamura? That’ll be the day. He raised his hand to shade his eyes, but as
Winston moved away from him, the radiance grew until he disappeared in the
exploding light, a light so bright it could lift a man up and carry him
over the slopes of the mountains, covered like cankers with fast food
places and rickety apartment buildings, over the houses of the rich,
anchored on the cool upper cliffs, to the high peaks at the center of the
island where the old gods slept like dragons waiting for their time to
come, over them and past the sheer drop of the Windward side, its slopes
like pleated green curtains and on into the midnight blue of the sea, deep
as the deepest sleep, so deep that when you fell you would never wake.
Later Winston tried to remember why he turned back to look at the old
man again. Maybe it was like the doctor said, he probably made some kind
of sound, but Winston couldn’t remember hearing anything. When he reached
his yard, he turned and saw the old man still sitting in his chair with
his mouth open in a large black circle and his hand clutched to his chest.
The ambulance came in five minutes and the paramedics had him revived,
strapped on a gurney and on his way to the hospital. Winston rode with
him, because there wasn’t anyone else.
"It’s a good thing you were there," said the paramedic. "You saved his
life."
Winston nodded. What if the beer had brought on the heart attack? All
he needed was that prick Roland Manago saying Winston killed his dad. He’d
have to call Roland and tell him Mr. Manago was in the hospital. Last time
he heard, Roland lived in Sacramento. How many Managos could there be in
Sacramento? He thought of Roland Manago’s pinched face, wrinkled in the
center like li hing mui seed. How could Mr and Mrs. Manago have
such a son? Winston’s tutu said just like everything else a tight
okole skipped generations. Mrs. Manago’s father had been just like
Roland, the cheeks of his okole pinched together so tight he could
barely sit down. Winston would wait. Maybe Mr. Manago wouldn’t die and
then he wouldn’t have to call Roland.
Mr. Manago didn’t die, but the doctors wanted to keep him in the
hospital for observation. The old man must have told them about Roland,
because two days later Winston saw him dragging a suitcase from a red
Impala parked in the driveway behind Mr. Manago’s Toyota pickup. Winston
wished he had worked overtime like Paul wanted. If he had only taken five
more minutes to put up his tools.
"Suck it in," he whispered to himself and walked over to Roland, who
was bent over his huge suitcase, the sweat beading on his forehead,
glistening in the bright afternoon light. He didn’t look any different,
maybe a little rounder, a soft paunch under his white dress shirt.
"Hey, Roland," he said, "it’s Winston. You remember?"
Roland let go of the suitcase, straightened his body and turned, his
pudgy fingers clutching at the collar of his shirt. Winston saw he wore a
wedding ring. What kind of woman would marry Roland Manago?
"Oh, you still live here?" Roland said, nostrils flaring, lips pursed
tight as the wallet of old Mr. Kim who lived down the street.
"Yeah, I’m still here," Winston said, suppressing the urge to punch
Roland in the middle of his flat face. The last time he’d seen Roland was
right after high school, in black pants and a white dress shirt buttoned
at the neck. The years had taught him how to buy clothes but hadn’t
unpinched his mouth.
Roland stood for a moment, mopping the sweat from his brow with a giant
white handkerchief. He folded it, pressing the fold between his thumb and
index finger, and put it in his pocket.
"What do you want, Winston?" he finally said, eyes darting around as if
following the path of a crazed bird. "They told me you saved his life. Do
you want a reward or something?"
Winston turned and walked back to his house through the mango grove,
the bright afternoon sun softened and dappled by the leaves overhead. He
had known Roland Manago for 36 years, and every time he talked to him he
wanted to squash him like a bug. The only thing that kept him from it was
who would want to spend life in prison for killing Roland Manago? He got
into his truck and drove to the North Shore. The waves weren’t breaking,
but looking at the sun set over the Pacific made Roland Manago’s words
seem like the buzzing of a fly. In the deep blue of the ocean Roland
Manago no longer existed.
But he did exist. Every day as Winston left for work, the red Impala
sat on the street in front of Mr. Manago’s house like a curse. And every
day when he returned over the Pali from work, there it would be again,
sometimes in the same spot, sometimes parked in between the two houses,
right in front of the six mango trees.
"Roland was always peculiar," said Paul Higata. Winston and Paul were
sitting on the front steps of Winston’s house drinking a beer after work.
"Remember that time he asked Lorene Watanabe to dance at the Junior Prom?"
"Jeeze, I forgot about that," Winston said, finishing his beer. "He led
her out to the middle of the gym and said, ‘Okay, now dance.’" Then he
walked away and left Lorene looking at all the other couples through the
thick lenses of her glasses, tears steaming them while Roland laughed.
"Too bad he forgot Dennis Happakuku was Lorene’s cousin," said Paul.
Winston nodded. "I’ve never seen a face so messed up," he said.
"Roland’s eyes were purple for a month."
Now they were all working construction, while Roland had some fancy job
in California. Winston didn’t care because Roland was still Roland and
what kind of money could make up for that?
A week after Mr. Manago’s heart attack, Winston came home early because
it was pouring on the Kaneohe side. In front of Mr. Manago’s mango trees
there was a truck that had one of those plastic signs on the front door:
"Chang’s Tree Service." Roland’s red Impala was pulled up behind it, and
Roland was standing on the curb talking to a Chinese guy with long hair
pulled back in a braid. Winston parked his truck and went inside, like he
hadn’t seen them, but he crouched down and watched them from the window in
his tutu’s bedroom. The Chinese guy was pointing towards the mango
trees and writing something on a clipboard. Winston could smell the storm
coming over the mountains from the other side of the island. The leaves of
the mango trees were rustling like nervous school girls. Roland took a
piece of paper from the Chinese guy and then drove off in the red Impala.
Winston waited for a minute and then ran outside. Mauka, toward
the mountains, the sky was dark with thunder clouds. The ginger that
covered his front yard, was dancing in the breezes the clouds were
whipping up and the papaya trees swayed like old fashioned hula dancers.
"Hey, man," he shouted at the Chinese guy, who was sitting in his
truck. "What’s going on?" Winston nodded at the grove of mangoes.
"Who wants to know?"
"I’m a friend of the old guy who owns those trees," Winston said, his
hands against the door of the truck. "He’s in the hospital."
"Yeah, I was just talking to his son. We’re going to take out the trees
so he can build a parking lot. You know, so the old man can have some more
income."
"You’re kidding?" said Winston. "It’ll kill him if you cut down those
trees."
"It’s not my kuleana," he said and shrugged. "His son said go
ahead." He pulled away from the curb and left Winston standing in the
street. The dark rain clouds were racing toward the ocean, hanging low in
the sky. The first drops fell on Winston’s head and arms. The mango trees
stood like six old gods on Lipona Street: not blue-eyed haoles like
in the Christian churches, but real gods, squat and powerful, as though
they had been there before even the first voyagers came to the islands
from Tahiti, following the stars in their big dugout canoes.
"Don’t be stupid," Winston said to himself, because mango trees were
first planted in Hawai’i during the time of Kamehameha I. But in March
when the trees bloomed and their red flowers filled the air between his
house and Mr. Manago’s with their heavenly color, it was as if the islands
were once again the paradise that lay undiscovered for so long in the
middle of the Pacific ocean. Winston’s tutu told him that in India
the mango blossom was an arrow of the goddess of love. Even Winston
Nakamura could see that.
The rain lasted for half an hour or so. When it was over, Winston cut a
bunch of red and yellow ginger and drove to the hospital. Mr. Manago was
asleep, so Winston sat in the chair by his bed and waited. A pretty
haole nurse took his flowers and brought them back in a blue vase.
"They smell like heaven," she whispered and put them on a table by the
window. No one was in the other two beds in the room. Winston wondered how
tall she was. Six feet? He really liked big girls. He was daydreaming
about the nurse when Mr. Manago awoke.
"Oh, it’s you, Winston," he said, as if he had been dreaming, and
Winston Nakamura had not been one of the characters in his dream. Well,
Mr. Manago hadn’t been in Winston’s daydream either, so they were even.
The old man’s face was shrunken, like one of those heads Winston saw on
a television show about tribes in South America. His arms were skinny and
the flesh hung from the bones. Slowly he pushed himself up in bed.
"Where’s Roland?" he asked.
"I don’t know," said Winston, biting back all the things he wanted to
say. They squirmed in the back of this throat, ugly toads or flying
cockroaches wanting to escape into the room like a plague in the Bible.
"He said he was coming by," said the old man, absently. "What’s that
smell?"
"I brought you some ginger from my tutu’s garden," Winston said.
How was he going to bring up the mango trees? The ginger plants were a
place to start, but he felt too stupid to figure out how to say what he’d
come to say.
"Your tutu’s garden," Mr. Manago said. "I was just dreaming
about your tutu. She was flying above your house like a little
brown bird, only she was wearing that blue and white muumuu. You know, the
one with the plumerias. It was so funny to see a bird wearing a muumuu."
"Roland is going to cut down the mango trees," Winston said and closed
his mouth fast, as if one of those warty toads had hopped across his
tongue and landed on the white hospital blanket that covered Mr. Manago’s
skinny legs.
"What did you say?" the old man asked.
Winston repeated his statement.
"Oh, that’s what he’s been talking about. I couldn’t really understand
what it was. My brain’s not so good since the heart attack. I hear the
words but I don’t know what they mean."
Winston leaned in closer to Mr. Manago. The antiseptic smell of the
room collided with the heady scent of the ginger. His stomach turned over
like a boat on choppy water.
"He had a guy out today looking at your trees."
"He thinks I need more money," said Mr. Manago, "but I tell him I have
plenty. The house is paid for, and I have my government check."
"You’d better tell him not to do it," Winston said, his voice rising.
His friend nodded, but it was if he were barely in his body. His eyes were
glassy and dull like the clouded windows of the hospital room.
Roland walked into the room, his head like a big cabbage. "Tell me
what?" asked Roland, his thick lips moist and red.
Mr. Manago stared straight ahead as if watching a TV show on the blank
wall of the hospital room.
Winston stood up. He was a little guy but still he was taller than
Roland Manago, and he was tougher. All his years working construction had
made his body sinewy and strong. Roland looked like a big soft mochi
roll.
"You can’t cut down the mango trees," Winston said.
Roland stood at the end of his father’s bed and tucked the blanket
under his feet. "It’s none of your business, Winston."
"Yes, it is. If you cut down those trees, it will kill your dad."
"I don’t think so. We’re being practical here, right, Dad?"
Mr. Manago’s gaze focused and he nodded.
Winston put his face right in front of Mr. Manago’s. "He’s going to cut
down your trees."
Mr. Manago looked around Winston’s head to where Roland was standing at
the end of the bed. "I’m an old man, Winston. He’s my son."
A slow smile spread over Roland’s face, a smile Winston had seen
before, a smile like a lizard crawling on a sunny wall an inch away from a
juicy bug.
"You’re not old," said Winston. "You could live plenty more years. What
are you going to do without your trees?"
Mr. Manago closed his eyes. He looked like a skeleton on the bed. One
of his feet had escaped from the covers. The long yellow toenails glowed
under the flourescent light like the petal of some prehistoric fruit.
"It’s over, Winston," said Roland. "Leave before I call the police. If
he has another heart attack, I’ll sue you and take everything you have,
even that beat-up old pickup truck. I’ll take your house, tear it down,
and pave it over, too."
Winston drove ewa on H1 until Farrington Highway ended in
Waianae and drove on till the road ended at Yokahama. He turned around and
parked at Makaha and swam out into the Pacific until he could think of
something other than Roland Manago’s face. His arms ached and he turned
and looked back toward the island. The Ka’ala mountains reared up in the
distance like the breasts of a beautiful goddess beckoning him to come
back. The water stung his eyes and his mouth was full of salt. All the
ugly things he wanted to say were gone. He swam slowly back to shore, and
sat on the beach. Two haole girls were lying on a blanket,
listening to music on headphones. A group of boys were bodysurfing in the
afternoon light, their voices floating over the swells of the ocean.
Winston didn’t kill Mr. Manago. He died a week later, the day the
Chinese guy and his crew cut down the mango trees and pulled the stumps
out of the ground with wenches and chains. It was as if his heart were in
those trees, and when they were gone, he went, too. The crew filled in the
holes and then poured black asphalt over the lot. It looked like the lava
fields on the Big Island, black and hard and smelling of sulfur.
After the funeral, Roland flew back to Sacramento. The lawyer sent
someone to clear out the house. Winston walked over while they were
working and asked what they were going to do with the photographs. The fat
haole woman in charge of the clean up said they were sending the
furniture over to Goodwill, but they usually just threw the photos away.
Nobody wanted someone’s old pictures. Winston asked if he could buy the
Managos’ photographs. She looked at him as if he were crazy.
"They were good friends with my tutu," Winston said. "I was
thinking there would be some photos of her."
The woman shrugged. "You can have them. Those two boxes over there,"
she said, pointing to the plastic covered white couch under the living
room window.
Winston lugged the boxes back to his house. It was a couple of weeks
before he got around to going through them. One rainy Saturday after
Thanksgiving he found what he was looking for—a photo he had taken of Mr.
Manago a few years before, sitting under his mango trees on an afternoon
much like the last one when they had shared the beers. He took the photo
down to the copy shop on Varsity and had three blow-ups made, one for each
window that overlooked the parking lot where Mr. Manago’s mango trees once
stood. He taped one to the kitchen window, one to the bathroom window, and
one to the window of his tutu’s bedroom. Not that he believed in
ghosts or anything like that, but just in case the old lady was still
around.
They sold the house right away, but nobody wanted the lot. The new
neighbors put up a fence, so they wouldn’t have to look at the asphalt
cracking, tough green weeds breaking through, fed by Mr. Manago’s cow
manure. Winston swore one day he would save enough money to buy the lot,
tear up the asphalt and replant the six mango trees, but how could Winston
Nakamura save that much money? After all, he had barely finished high
school while Roland Manago had gotten a scholarship and now had an big job
on the Mainland, counting the money of people he would never see.
Barbara Hamby is Writer in Residence at Florida State University. "Mr.
Manago's Mango Trees" is one of a group of stories about several families
who live on the same street in Honolulu. She has poems forthcoming in
The Paris Review, TriQuarterly, Southern Review, Western Humanities
Review, and Five Points. |