Pete knew how to do this trick where it looks like you catch a bullet
in your teeth. It required two people, obviouslyĖone to shoot and one to
catch. He used to do it with his friend Hooverís dad, who had a farm six
miles away from his own. Hooverís Dad had been a magician for a while in
the seventies. A magician and a gun nut, which Pete Ė even from the day he
met him Ė always thought was a wretched combination. Later he thought
differently. He felt for magicians. It was a calling as much as anything
was, he thought. And the fact that you could stick to it, even when it was
really no better than being a birthday clown, meant something. Anyway the
point is that Pete always thought of the gun trick before he practiced his
trade, which was graft. You could get cold feet, if you had half a
conscience. But when you remember youíve pointed a gun at a manís head and
pulled the trigger, itís remarkable how unimportant everything else
Pete was talking to one Larry Fischer. Larry Fischer, Esq. They were
negotiating terms. Larry was a lank, charming, fruitcake lawyer, tall for
the trade. There were few tall lawyers, Pete had discovered. Larry wasnít
a colleague or client, though. He was a sucker.
"I can only afford half that," Larry pleaded, sotto voce. He still had
a tremor of shame in his voice, but mostly he glowed with relief of the
"Make the check out for as much as you can afford. Iíll go back, look
up a few things, and if thereís a problem with what youíre giving me, Iíll
get in touch with you."
Pete had sidled up to Larry as he got off the shuttle from La Guardia.
They walked together for a moment while Pete showed Larry the pictures
heíd taken. Larryíd tripped and nearly wiped out, stumbling a few feet
with his briefcase in one hand, overnight bag in the other, holding them
out like he was riding a motorcycle. Pete had grabbed a handful of Larryís
suit coat, righted him, then steered him over to a WH Smith. They now
stood very close together behind an armpit-high rack of mugs and
"I want your watch, as well," Pete said.
"She gave me the watch."
They exchanged a look. Pete didnít really have a range of expressions.
Usually this meant that people just forgot about him. Unless of course he
was looking right at you and wanting money. Pete knew that people would
read all kinds of things into his face then.
An instant, awkward smile fell across Larryís face. The muscles in his
neck twitched like a bird.
"I guess I Ö I think Ö" Larry stammered.
Pete pulled a hardcover book from a shelf and handed it to Larry: "You
can write the check on this. Does that sound good?"
"I need a pen. I mean, Iíve got a pen. Itís ..."
Larry started to open his briefcase when his hands went wild. Pete was
reminded of the leaves of an aspen pine. Then the briefcase threw up all
over the place, and Larry scrambled to the floor.
Pete sighed and pulled him back up by the arm.
"Címon, Larry. Itís Larry? Címon, pull yourself together, huh?"
Hooverís Dad had come home half in the bag one night. Pete and Hoover
were playing around with a motorcycle in the barn, and theyíd watched
Hooverís Dadís car weave and bank down the long, two-rut road to the
Hoover said "Shit" as he pulled his gloves off.
Like Hoover, his Dad was lean and long. The both seemed to be
peculiarly American in their ranginess. Like James Coburn, Pete always
thought, or Gary Cooper.
Hooverís Dad smiled as he walked into the light the bulb in the barn
threw across the yard.
"Got the bike out?" Hooverís Dad said. He pushed his Dekalb hat back.
It was his one and only prop. Everyone knew he was an awful farmer.
"Yeah," Hoover said.
He looked at Hoover and Pete both.
"Yeah," Hoover answered and furrowed his brow.
"So what are you doing to it?"
"Just cleaning the plugs. Pete repacked the bearings."
"What the hellíd you do to it, Dad, ride it into a brick of shit?"
Hooverís Dad tucked the back of his shirt in and looked at his son for
a long time. Eventually he said:
"John Jr., thatís exactly what I did."
"Thatís what I thought."
"Remember that old brick of shit we had behind the house, Pete?"
"Well, I just rode right into it."
Hooverís Dad walked up and swung a leg over the seat of the bike. He
pulled the goggles off the floor with his long left arm.
"Damn foolish," he said.
"Dammit Dad we didnít do all this just so you could ride!"
Hooverís Dad hopped on the starter, then smiled his crazy smile through
the goggles. He walked it back a few paces, sat back, then floored it out
the back of the barn.
As he did so, Hoover shouted to Pete, sort of proud and sort of pissed
off: "My Dadís a fucking lunatic!"
Hooverís Dad barreled through a few other times. Heíd circle around the
barn, then come back through in some trick riding position Ė his stomach
on the seat, his feet on the handlebars, facing the wrong way, but with
the goggles on the back of his head. It was impressive, especially knowing
the guy was half in the bag. The roar of the bike brace would fill the
entire barn, then disappear, followed by a scythe cut of exhaust, burning
oil and grit.
Hoover never wanted to learn any of his Dadís tricks. He nevertheless
learned a few, but the two of them seemed to tacitly agree that it wasnít
a good idea. There was only room from one deadbeat in the family, Hoover
claimed his Mom once said. Peteís Dad had been killed in car accident when
Pete was two. Peteís Mom even encouraged him to spend time with the
Hoovers, if only to get him out of the house. So there was a kind of
inevitability to Pete being apprenticed to Hooverís Dad.
It started with the motorcycle. A few wheelies, a few jumps, and pretty
soon Pete was off and running. The three of them Ė Hoover, his Dad, and
Pete Ė would barnstorm county fairs, state fairs, high school football
games, anything. Evil Knievel was still fresh on peopleís minds then, so
you could draw a crowd with a decent stunt or two.
Hooverís Dad started teaching Pete card and coin tricks. Hoover would
sit there with them, at the kitchen table. Hooverís Mom would watch TV in
the family room. Pete always remembered her watching Dallas, for some
reason. He remembered hearing the theme song. Maybe their meetings back
then were a regularly scheduled thing.
Pete could recall every detail of the spring afternoon when he first
fired the Colt pistol. It was raining. The three of them were in the barn
again. Pete was sitting on the bike, not really paying attention to
anything, when Hooverís Dad walked up to him and said "Look at this." Pete
had to look around for a couple seconds to determine exactly what he was
talking about. Then he saw the gun. Hooverís Dad held it just above waist
level, in a scuffed up white handkerchief. He held it in three fingers,
showing Pete its profile, like a pitcher showing you his grip.
"Is it loaded?" Pete asked. It was the first thing that came to his
"Yeah, it is," Hooverís Dad said, putting it and the handkerchief in
Peteís hand. "Every gun is loaded."
"Whereíd that come from?" Hoover said.
"War trophy," Hooverís Dad answered.
Hoover stood up.
"What waríd you fight in?"
"Catch a Bullet," as they called it, is a pretty old trick. You need a
gun, obviously, a couple rounds of blanks, a couple bullets, and a sheet
of Plexiglas. You shoot a blank, a little charge bores a hole in the
glass, and your partner produces the bullet in his teeth. Thatís the
essence of it. What makes it work, however, what makes any trick work, is
how you sell it.
Pete could still see the sites of the gun, the dazed and shiny
Plexiglas, Hooverís Dad behind it a few yards, standing like he was ready
to absorb some of the force of the bullet with his legs. He got into this
stance a few times, to build up the suspense, but then heíd turn to the
audience just one last time to highlight some technicality. It was
supposed to be comic as well, Hooverís Dad seeming increasingly afraid,
while Pete started looking more and more nervous. The cue was when
Hooverís Dad turned back to him and said, "Now remember Petey, donít shoot
until I say Ďbang,í" [BANG] Pete pulled the trigger, the glass splintered,
Hooverís Dad hit the stage like a load of bricks dropped from fifty feet
up (Pete had never seen anyone do a fall like him). He just laid there for
as long as he could, waiting for some kind of panic, feeling the energy
change in the crowd. Peteís part was to stay in character for a while,
then walk, then run over to him saying, "Bill? Bill! Oh God somebody get a
doctor!" Just before Pete got to him Hooverís Dad would pretend like he
came to, lift his head off the stage and blink. Then heíd slowly stand up.
Pete would take a step back. Hooverís Dad would shake his head, maybe he
would stagger around a bit, depending on the crowd. Then eventually he
would start working his mouth around, part his lips, slowly heíd create
his ear-to-ear smile, the silver heel of the bullet gleaming in his
Hooverís Dad said this about tricks like Catch a Bullet: "I think you
can pull off almost anything. You can make anything seem like it happened,
even though your audience may know perfectly well that it didnít. But
thatís where it gets dangerous, because people will believe almost
anything if you make them feel the right way about it."
The shows they did were brief, usually in low rent venues like VFW
halls or even the occasional fraternity. They had a working relationship
with a network of regional, sole proprietorship strippers all across the
Great Lakes states. If the room was big enough, one girl couldnít hold
everyoneís attention. So, Pete got up between acts, pointed a gun at
Hooverís Dadís head from 15 ft away, and fired. That was their finale.
They took a small percentage at the door, they drank free and they saw the
show. Pete felt like he was living fifty years behind the times, and he
loved it. He wasnít sure if he felt more like John Dillinger or Harry
One week in July, probably Ď84 or Ď85, they were scheduled for two
shows: one in Rock Island and another in Champaign-Urbana. Southern
Illinois in the summer was flat and vile. Hooverís Dad liked to describe
it as "hotter than a Florida shithouse."
They did the Rock Island show Saturday night, staying in St. Louis.
Hooverís Dad didnít hit the town that night though. He just stayed in a
room across the hall. They had breakfast the next morning at the hotel.
Just the two of them. For some reason Hoover stayed home. They got the
car, crossed the river and started heading northwest on I-55. Pete was
aware that there was definitely something different going on.
At about quarter to nine, they took an off ramp into a town called
Mount Olive, a distant, Illinois-side suburb of St. Louis.
"Weíre looking for Drayton Avenue," Hooverís Dad said, looking up under
Pete looked around, trying to be helpful.
"Here it is," Hooverís Dad said after a while, signaling left and
waiting to turn. Pete leaned out to see the street sign.
They turned, and Pete started to get curious. Pete didnít ask that many
questions. He didnít get nervous either. He was a gunman. He took a pull
of his Dr. Pepper and let it drop back in his lap.
"Here it is," Mr. Hoover said again. They pulled into the driveway of
big, white, two-story brick house.
He shut off the car.
"Put this on," Hooverís Dad said. He handed a name plate pin to Pete.
It read: "Williamson." Hooverís Dad pinned one to his own shirtfront. It
read: "Cyczwycki." He pulled a clipboard out from behind his seat.
Pete was still looking at his name tag, when Mr. Hoover got out of the
car, bent back in and said: "Why donít you come with?"
Pete unbuckled his seatbelt and got out of the car. He took the Dr.
Pepper with him. Hooverís Dad pressed the doorbell, then turned and smiled
to Pete. He rocked on his heels.
They heard someone coming down a set of stairs. The door opened. A
short guy in a tie said: "Morning. Can I help you?"
Hooverís Dad said: "Hello. Mr. Hayes?"
"Iím Bill Cyczwycki. This is Williamson. Weíre from the gas company. Iím
afraid thereís a problem."
Pete was staring at Hooverís Dad.
Hayes said: "What kind of problem?"
"Have you used your range top in the past week?"
Now Pete looked at Hayes. He had a little weigh on him. For some reason
Pete was struck with the idea that Hayes looked like he played useless
sports like racquetball. He looked like the kind of guy who was just dying
to wear a headband.
"The range top?"
"Is it a Maytag?"
"I donít know."
"You donít know," Hooverís Dad gave Pete a look. Pete gave Hayes a
look. "Is anyone in the kitchen now?"
"Okay keep everyone out of the kitchen."
"No oneís in the kitchen."
"Please," Hooverís Dad held up his hand. "Please, Mr. Hayes."
"No oneís home," Hayes added.
"What is it?"
Mr. Hoover pulled a pen from the clipboard and clicked it importantly,
then looked Hayes with absolute frankness: "Can you show us to your
stovetop range please?"
They followed Hayes down a hall. Pete took in a few of the rooms. He
saw a fold out projection TV, a white piano on a white carpet, a fireplace
with blue marble.
They rounded a corner into the kitchen. Hooverís Dad place a hand
gently on Peteís shoulder, stopping him in the middle of the room.
Mr. Hayes said, turning around, "Hereís the range."
Hooverís Dad said: "Weíre not from the electric company."
"I thought you said gas company."
"Mr. Hayes, thatís not important right now," Hooverís Dadís chin fell
to his chest. "We spoke last week on the phone."
"Iím the photographer, Mr. Hayes."
"The pho Ö" Mid-word you could see it register in his face. A moment
seemed to drop out of time, like a skipped heartbeat, it felt like a
buckle in a handsaw.
Pete and Mr. Hayes exchanged a blank look. Mr. Hayes looked at Peteís
Hayes said, "I thought I was going to mail you a check?"
"I was in the neighborhood."
"I brought some of the pictures with me. Iíll send the rest. And the
"Can you write a check now?"
"Write it for $4,000."
"I thought you said Ö"
"Iím giving you a discount."
Mr. Hoover pulled one of several manila envelopes from the clipboard.
He held it up, then he dropped it on the table. There was a picture
stapled to the outside of it.
Hooverís Dad said: "Can we go get your checkbook?"
They disappeared together. Pete stood perfectly still for what seemed
like five minutes.
They came back into the room. Pete saw a check on the clipboard.
Hooverís Dad said, "Why donít you take a look at the pictures."
Hayes pulled the envelope off the table and opened it.
Hoover spoke to Pete: "Go out to the car. Thereís some rope in the
"Rope?" Hayes said.
"Itís a technicality, Roger, Iím sorry. Youíll have to trust me on
To Pete he continued: "Donít touch anything in the house."
"I donít think you need to tie me up, Bill. Really."
As Pete raced back out to the car he heard: "Iím a professional
criminal, Roger, Iíve got to dot my Iís and cross my Tís. You of all
people should understand that."
Pete found the rope in the trunk. He came back in.
Hayes was saying, "Is that me?"
"Yep," Hooverís Dad answered over his shoulder as he took the rope from
"Iím heavier than I thought."
"Thatís just the camera. Trust me. Iím gonna tie you to this radiator,
Roger, and then Iím going to tie your hands behind your back."
"It wonít hurt, and youíll figure out how to undo the knot in about an
hour or so."
"Really this isnít necessary."
"Consider it a favor to me, then. I have to do it."
"Pete, run this end ..."
"Pete, run this around the base of the radiator. Good, now Iím going to
show you how to tie a knot called a Portuguese Bowline. Itís a sailorís
"They arenít all that easy," Hooverís Dad began, peering into his
left-hand blind spot as he merged back into I-55 northbound traffic.
"There are a few tried and tested weaknesses that most people will fall
for, especially if they hear it from strangers. Call a hundred people in
the phone book, say ĎI know,í and hang up. Do it a few more times, and ten
of them or so will send you any reasonable amount of money you ask for.
Donít ask me where I got the idea to do this because I donít know."
Like steppes, the flatlands stretched off in every direction, fields
the color of wet sand under a formless Midwestern sky. He brought a hand
off the steering wheel.
"So I started getting more particular. Started working Bible Belt
towns. Iíd call up and say ĎMr. Johnson? Iím a member of your
congregation. I know youíve strayed.í Half the people just got confused,
but the other half Ö it worked so well it made me nervous. You know Iím
not a nervous man."
He looked over at Pete. Pete looked back at him.
"Some of these peopleíd even ask if they can send me money in the
future, whenever they strayed again, you understand. And this is without
any kind of provocation. These are like the Jim Bakker types. Honest to
god wack jobs. They actually suggest a PO Box, like theyíre trying to be
"Then I started zeroing in on wealthier suburbs Ö"
A while passed and neither of them said anything.
"Just goes to show," Hooverís Dad coughed. "Itís a world a sinners."
They hit another house outside of Springfield. Two days later, they
were in Homewood, a suburb just southwest of Chicago. Later that
afternoon, in Lake Forest, they pulled up in front of the biggest house
Pete had ever seen. He couldnít even see all of it. It disappeared in the
trees. Lake Michigan rose up on its shoulders. Hooverís Dad ran up to the
front door Ė it was so tiny Ė and somebody just handed him an envelope.
On Sunday they were on I-80 before dawn, heading home. When the sun did
come up, it seemed to rise from the hood of the car, threads of light,
straight as anything, seared the metal. Pete was eating an Egg McMuffin.
Hooverís Dad was blowing on his coffee. All in all, theyíd hit six places
Pete had questions now. After a while, he asked them:
"Who are the pictures of?"
"Nobody in particular. I got them from a private eye friend. Theyíre
all unclear enough that people canít really be certain whether itís them
or not. Then they just presume itís them."
"Is this a Robin Hood thing, Mr. Hoover? Are you robbing from the rich
and giving to the poor?"
"Well, Iím definitely robbing from the rich Ö" He said, and sort of
Later he resumed: "But Iím not sure you could say Iím giving," at the
word Ďgivingí his neck did this kind of chicken head dip, for emphasis,
"Iím not giving to the poor. I tell these guys Iím doing that, but
Iím not turning around and giving the poor any money. No. Maybe I should.
Should we do that?"
"Iíd feel better about it."
"I think so. My Dad was a minister. Iím not sure if heíd approve of us
"But you do see how weíre basically doing right."
"Yes sir I do."
And they started doing just that. They started mailing checks to the
United Way and a few other outfits. Pete would grow to feel over the years
that they gave away more than enough money.
Pete never knew how any of this was explained to his mother. He
presumed that Hooverís Dad had convinced her that he was an actual,
professional performer. Which wasnít entirely untrue. They kept doing
gigs, in Flint, Ft. Wayne, Louisville, Belleville, every two bit town
between Dubuque and Buffalo. It was essential, actually. Both as an alibi
and for tax purposes. They just made a lot of stops in between. And Pete
always came home flush, delivering half the money to his mother, another
of Hooverís Dadís demands. The plan was that someday Pete would take over
all of the "accounts." Hooverís Dad would run the back office and
They were doing a show in New Jersey, of all places. It was way off the
beaten trail for them, but Hooverís Dad had a lead on a show that needed a
substitute act right away. Theyíd driven all night.
The show was going just fine, and the girls were beautiful. Between
acts, Hooverís Dad had rolled his eyes and said, "Jesus, we gotta spend
some more time in New Jersey."
They went out for their last act, the gun bit. They went through every
beat as if they were asleep. It felt right. They had the crowd. It wasnít
the best show theyíd ever done but it was far from their worst.
Pete saw him in his sites. He seemed to dance at the end of the barrel,
like a marionette. Light moved oddly over the Plexiglas between them. Pete
heard his cue and pulled the trigger.
There was a kind of metallic clang to every shot, like rapping a hammer
in a steel drum or banging two trash can lids together. It always felt
like a slap in the face, at the least the immediate aftermath did. The
Plexiglas was a white spider web with a hole the size of a quarter at its
Now Pete noticed the small crowd clapping delightfully. They hadnít
quite yet started to worry about Mr. Hoover being down. Most crowds took a
moment or two to get to that point. Pete was still pointing the gun at
him, like he might have to shoot him again, when Hooverís Dad started to
twitch. His knee jumped around like it was being jerked by a wire.
Pete didnít move. He seemed to hear multiple things at once, all with
perfect clarity. He seemed to feel them all too, behind and below his
ears, like the gentle touch of his motherís fingers. He looked at the gun
again, at the end of his outstretched hand, just as the last blue sheet of
steam disappeared on the air.
Before he knew it, Pete was walking over to Hooverís Dad, then he was
right above him. Hooverís Dadís eyes trembled. His face looked like it had
split in two under his skin, like it had cracked down the middle, from the
top of his skull to his chin. The right side seemed to want to slide away,
and his lips worked as if they were trying to hold it all in place. He
looked from the ceiling to Pete. The left side of his face tried to smile.
His hips were shaking now, as well.
Pete couldnít remember the rest. For about four hours, despite any
evidence, Pete was held by the police. Eventually the medical examiner
issued his preliminary opinion, which was subsequently confirmed. Hooverís
Dad died of a more or less simultaneous stroke and heart attack. Pete
overheard the doctor tell the state trooper: "There was enough plaque in
this guyís arteries to clog a sink."
So when Pete grew up, this is what he did one night in April every
year, a little short con graft in an airport or a train station or
something. Heíd usually call his wife and tell her he was working late,
then heíd clip a few suckers. Afterwards heíd go someplace grand, buy
himself an expensive dinner and remember.
Heíd long ago retired Hooverís Dadís accounts. Ultimately, that all was
still short con, however you wanted to look at it. Driving all over the
place. Cold calls. Shit weather. Pete had had enough of that.
No, Pete was in insurance. He was big in insurance, actually.