*
From the same magic spell that’s not air
you lay bare two suns–a blinding run
before there was any life on Earth
–what follows already knows
how love would work and went for it
though nobody will say where that star went
except when reaching out both arms
they somehow were warmed
beginning from the fingertips
locking in the chance they will go cold
point an no one would be there
though every night to get closer
you stand on the same gravestone and weep
while looking down–an ancient ritual
that grows grass black then blacker
to cool what is lying in the ground
has become this invisible hillside
is used to you looking, looking.
*
It was a ritual, a simple splash
would refill the Earth the way this cup
spills over with birds–what you heard
was a cloud brushing against the sky
as feathers–yes, the first morning
and the finished sun was poured
where your lips would be for evenings
–even now every sound from above
is sacred, enters the ground
as the voice the beginning sun longed to hear
by reaching down for another voice
in the waiting moon that’s no longer cold.
*
Side by side everything rises as if your breath
once held two moons with room in your heart
for feathers–this emptiness waits for you
on each mountain side, step by step
you still hear the grass cast its shadow
upward then over the small stones buried
to thin the air–you too will be left here
still looking upward, there, there in the clear air
a flower that’s not a place.
*
You are reading this ticket out loud, over and over
the way a shovel takes from the ground
what it needs to make room and leaves
–word by word you shape both tracks
as the anvil fresh from the flames that say
this trip was sealed by a mouth
still swallowing the coals one by one
to lift the great sea rising in your throat
as the cry headed for words to find
the missing–you cling to a window
that describes your lips tearing in half
the all clear that knows only to look.
*
You can’t tell what death is saying
–it looks you in the face as the sound
when you are carried the way a veil
wraps its sorrow in streams feeding on shores
that know only thirst–you take the chance
fall in love with death, tell it your lips
grow colder, heavier–from the start
you’re kept from everything else
–it’s all you know, the step by step
each losing its way by looking
for the other that is already a shadow
will carry you where no one has lived before.
~
Simon Perchik is an attorney whose poems have appeared in Partisan Review, Forge, Poetry, Osiris, The New Yorker and elsewhere. His most recent collection is The Reflection in a Glass Eye published by Cholla Needles Arts & Literary Library, 2020. For more information including free e‑books and his essay “Magic, Illusion and Other Realities” please visit his website at www.simonperchik.com. To view one of his interviews please follow this link https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MSK774rtfx8