Entrance
When it’s time to enter
I’m standing in line
standing and waiting in line
I don’t even know if I’m entering
or waiting to enter
is it easier to enter
when you don’t even know
if you are?
Entrance
When it’s time to enter
I’m standing in line
standing and waiting in line
I don’t even know if I’m entering
or waiting to enter
is it easier to enter
when you don’t even know
if you are?
Absurdery
Once upon this time, in a country far away, the ruler was very
old. The red hats had begun to dolly him to the podium,
his jacket flapping, at first with the curtain closed. He enjoyed
the ride, the breeze of it, like a tilting Segway.
Four years ago, following a a fairly brutal two-year battle with cancer, my mother died; a relief, in the end, though it still doesn’t feel so. Some deep-lying tumour in the breast missed by the usual mammograms and only caught after it had already
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The Wise Woman of Elety was taking her young grandson along on a boat trip to Joramca, the island of flowers. This was the peak season for the rarest blooms. Though she wasn’t sure they would interest him, she thought she’d take a chance. She
FORGOTTEN WHEELS
Abandoned shopping carts
roll like patients in a hospital.
Wheels frozen, spinning in puddles,
carrying the bags of
midnight customers,
groceries for families
living in burning buildings.
Footsteps echo in the
parking lot,
walking
LATE NIGHT, WYOMING, 1972
Ten days out of high school I was on a Greyhound headed west with John K. It was his idea to ride buses and hitchhike to California or until our money ran out. I’d been trying to decide what to do with my life, maybe go to
1. Elastic Band
She found a thick blue elastic band, frayed and crumbling around the edges, wrapped around a jar of hairclips. It had once wound around the gai-lan stem from Chinatown. She was six. The wet scent of the vegetables and soy filled
The first day of fall quarter I meet the young man who will kill me. Dressed in black, the stone-faced boy stomps past me to the back of the classroom. He smirks a challenge, snorting at the sharing of pronouns. I hope he’ll drop the class, but he
The AI Wishes It Was a Plough
or a screwdriver, a toothbrush, a spatula—anything
without electricity or moving parts. Even a stapler
would be too much. Even a pair of scissors, a paper
clip. The AI yearns, naturally, for a pure simplicity
Hiroshi Sugimoto’s photograph, Sea of Japan, Hokkaido, frames the horizon dead center – wisps of gray clouds above slate and onyx ripples. It’s neither night nor day. I asked my son what he remembered about our trip to Japan. He was
The Stream
I am four years old, walking barefoot in a cold, clear, flowing stream. My mom holds my hand as we step around rocks, our feet sinking into the soft silt of the streambed. It’s a happy adventure, until we get out and my mom discovers a
Messes
Jason’s mother opens the door to his room to tell him she has a new boyfriend. He is staying overnight now and Jason should know. “Roy doesn’t want to scare you or anything if you run into each other in the morning.”
“All right.”
She stands
They drove from San Anselmo to Mill Valley for a Christmas celebration in the town center. Both towns were in Marin County, just north of San Francisco, across the Golden Gate Bridge, but Mill Valley, being closer to the city, and more secluded amongst
It is difficult to despair completely while holding an umbrella.
A small house of ribs and fabric, sprung open with a click, lifted like a modest crown above the head. In Tokyo where I live, they are everywhere: outside stations
womb. Effluent nose. Wet eyes and this time with a dry sky,
It is raining again. Pointing towards heaven, cold feet. Un-
moving, soft palms. Yellow moon and blue corn. Bathed in
darkness, long with silence, awake, the night.
Wisdom
There are things you do only when your life is falling apart. I wanted to say, there are things you do only when your life falls apart. It sounds punchier. But the gerund there matters. You have to be inside the falling. The
Breakfast Room
She can tell by the scent who uses the hotel-provided lotion, who brought their own. Some of the breakfasters are clearly trying to ballast themselves for the day ahead; others stick to the diet from home. The
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The dead possess and are obsessed with bodies. I know this because once I turned sixty-five, my body turned on me with apparitions crouching at every crooked turn my body took, drooling to repo it. My hands became my mother’s.
American Goddess
When we returned to Guangzhou for visits, all the aunts and uncles bumbled against each other to lay down their offerings of dried persimmons, fragrant lychees, candied papayas in crinkle paper and copper coins around Ah Ma who sighed,